Had such a great evening, met a few new people today who I enjoyed getting to know a little bit about. One person in particular made my day, special shout out thanks to her! Have a great night everyone.
Sustaining this act others see as my “happiness” is an internal battle. Everyday the odds of winning the war drop down to almost nothing. I fight myself to wear this smile, not for me but for others. I care more about how people think I’m feeling more then I care about how I actually feel. Everyday the war that rages on inside is made aware by the curse that I have bestowed upon me in which I call my heart. It’s time for this curse to be banished.